The cloth I gave it as cover for chill is lying still.
Christmas eve was its last night.
Not that I knew when picked it up and gave it back to the cold night.
I'm still holding it heavy and invisible on my heart as my eyes repeat the scene of crows pecking out its eyes the head rolling on the earth eyes closed.
I close my eyes scared life could be so thin a thread barely holding and incredibly uncertain.
I am sad beyond words, my kitten Laloo died mysteriously sometime last night. I'm sorry if it spoils your joy of Christmas. p.s. thanks friends, you really helped me to bear, grateful to you all.