Xmas I forget to breathe and choke while looking at my hands and I realize I am quite vain a popstar basking in hazardry the snow you are meant to see You don’t know me until You go inside and we kiss hands coming out of the dark you don’t know me until the moment I ask you to believe there will be an Xmas when the ice cracks blue and I am not thinking my imagination of us old and riding a public bus sliding down the glass defying gorilla tape I can’t even stop half of myself and know Pain Pain Pain Yes to Love Love Love