I watch helpless as you walk
away, torn between the desire
to fight until the bitter end
and an urge to give in to despair.
It’s hard to imagine that never
again will a poem be written
for you by my hand, nor
a song be sung by my lips.
We will never again walk through
the park, hand in hand. I will never
again twirl you in my arms in the
middle of the mall while you laugh
in embarrassment and happiness.
I will never stare up at you with my puppy-
dog eyes nor will you ever again see my
face light up in a smile. My laughter will
have disappeared forever from your ears.
Never again will my strong arms
make you feel safe and secure.
Never will you feel my tender touch.
Never again will your lips feel my loving kiss.
You will never feel our hearts
beat as one while we release
our pleasure simultaneously.
Never again will you see the
adoration in my eyes while
we make love. You’ll never
again hear me say I love you.
This was a choice I never believed
you would make. So, never again
will I be a fool. Never again will
I love. Never again will I trust.
Never again will I be
anything but
damaged goods.
Never again.