Go ahead Call me or message me Tell me how you hate me
And I'll remind you I loved you when you were afraid to be with me Because we were only eleven and our peers opinions mattered
I'll remind you that one year later We had our very first kiss and it was perfect Except for the part where you moved away And didn't tell me
I'll remind you that when you called me I had just suffered statutory **** for the first time And you told me you loved me for the first time We were only twelve
I'll remind you You stopped calling
I'll remind you You moved back And dated my friend for a month And I was so happy she ended up liking girls
I'll remind you I forgave you I tried to be friends again I told you about my other **** We talked about our failed relationships We were fifteen
I'll remind you it was your idea to meet up and kiss And how we talked for an hour before I couldn't take any more And I kissed you and we didn't stop We never wanted to But you caught your breath and asked me to be yours And as scared as I was I said yes
I'll remind you we ditched school only a few weeks later And you told me you loved me and I never believed you more Then in that moment by the skating rink And I almost cried saying it back
I'll remind you that we made love We made love everywhere and all the time
I'll remind you that three months in You proposed to me We were fifteen And I said yes
I'll remind you that we broke up On and off for stupid reasons And that you always ended it And I always waited for you to change your mind And you always did
I'll remind you that at sixteen my best friend and her boyfriend ***** me and you thought I cheated And you hid your revenge for over a year
I'll remind you that we survived months Of long distance And with our libido it was hard
I'll remind you when you moved in at seventeen You promised you would stop leaving me You would stop breaking my heart
I'll remind you that we stayed up late in the living room Watching movies until we fell asleep there together Because at first it was the only way we could sleep together
I'll remind you that your family's opinion of me didn't stop me From visiting them with you one Christmas
I'll remind you that no matter how many times the darkness Emerged from you I accepted it
I'll remind you that when we slept together you made me Spoon you and rub your back and I always would
I'll remind you that you stopped kissing me Stopped making love and started to pity **** me as Youtube videos played in the background And I would cry and go unheld
I'll remind you that you talked to her After promising not to Because you broke a lot of promises
I'll remind you I still forgave you
I'll remind you that one morning You held me Which you hadn't done in so long And we woke up just like that And you told me you were leaving I didn't cry at first But I felt every part of me break More than it ever had before
I'll remind you You blamed my mom But she loved you like a son That's just how she treats her kids
I'll remind you You asked me out again Not long after we had make up *** a few times And I cried because it all felt so different
I'll remind you that with a broken heart I ended things for the first time from eleven to eighteen
I'll remind you that I wanted to stay friends That I wanted you to prove you loved me Because I always stayed when you ended things And you disappeared like you always did
I'll remind you that our story is messed up But that we loved each other somewhere in that mess
I'll remind you that you will always be first in my heart And that nothing can change that
I'll remind you that I forgive you Because I love you Because no matter what happens You're my best friend
You were the first person to show me Just how happy I can be
You taught me so much And my heart, It'll always be yours Even when I mess up too.