I often lock myself inside To a quiet place where I can hide A feeling of cellophane wrapped around my head A pile of darkness growing in my bed A cloud of words looming around It's time for me to hit the ground Letting it slip away all too fast Never letting go of everything in the past My favorite color suddenly fades to black Silence in my mind is constantly coming back My new house is now in my bed Under the sheets I go with tears starting to shed I sing a lullaby from start to finish Everything I once knew is bound to diminish I say goodbye to the world once again And say hello to the darkness inside my head