He went from stone to telling me he loves me in his sleep And I couldn't look into his eyes until recently because it meant that I had to accept my own mortality Not because he's going to **** me But because I'll never truly know what's on the other side They're blue and that's all I know and it keeps me starving and satisfied and scared and safe He's my safe space. The kind that ****** off our baby boomer parents He'll call you by your preferred pronouns. He'll celebrate your womanhood. He is the painting session that's offered instead of the midterm exam My only worry with him is that my hair is frizzy and my lipstick is faded I don't even worry about his roommate hating me when I visit because of our sighing and the bed squeaking I'm at a place in my life where I wonder how high I can go at this point but if he is my anchor, the view is just fine If he is my anchor, I'm not drowning at all If he is my anchor, he'll lift me higher because he likes that I'm tall