I stumbled upon a memory tonight
a memory I've pushed back; but right now I might
bring it back to surface and remember the heart ache
the event that caused eyes to
"water"
and my body to shake.
The question I ask now, however is
"How to feel?"
How can I feel during this remembering?
The part that keeps me going, remembering;
listen close,
*a flower will perish and a new one will grow.