its 2:07, i am just zoning out of my mind. my meds make the lows sort of mellow.i cant recognize or sense sadness like i used too. it takes meaning out of my life doesnt it? i was thinkiing back a year ago i met an amazing girl.cliche i know but shes all ive ever thought about.doesntit feel like the year went fast i mean i met a girl who made the winter less cold, feels like a dream. lifes moving fast i cant catch up, my feelings are running on empty. autumn came fast and it was cold. transitions are nice jfosihfoiawehgioadg claustrophobia inside my head. i feel warm again.