Filling holes with things, stuffing with green and items, wanting to eat with kings, needing to be king, knowing that this desire cannot be satiated, nor can the want for it to be. Though notes bring slivers, minuscule portions of contentment, it is only obvious to seek to find more, until the pit is filled to less full than it was. It is impossible to give all away and search for substance, isn't it? Or is it? Maybe it is yet impossible to take all and give nothing and be full and large and happy. Sliding into this familiar space, I feel the weight of emptiness, exactly as it was before, where it has always been.