All around, me i see dark clouds approaching
Overshadowing my day from happiness and pleasure, fears and tremors rocking my body like a seizure.
When the clouds where clear, my life didn't ****
But my world turned around when the lightening struck

As fear runs through my brains , the storm comes near
In the pouring of the rains its hard to notice my tear
I'm feeling the sea flowing in my veins concentrating my fear
But as my faith still  remains, the storm calms, cloud clear

Holding back all my tears, try not to weep
Instead I drive myself crazy with thoughts till I sleep
I wake up in the morning, look in the mirror and all I see is a creep
Am at the edge of this cliff called life bout to take a leap
I lose my mind am about to slip

Turn my TV  , there she is
Telling me who Christ is, saying I ain't the worlds' but His
The only time I hear bless me is when I sneeze
World's on a frantic race, we like bees
They say live a fast life, quick money, do what you can, saying snooze you lose
Telling my neighbor to pray and live on their knees
While am living a wild life on *****

Snap back into reality, look back all I see is insanity
How did I loose it? Got me a people pleaser personality
Then it dawned now I realize it was all vanity
Giving myself away to everyone, anyone like charity.