Have you ever doubted... Lost in a searching grasp for lies only to be comforted by fear: its rigid, creviced tongue a jagged weapon like an obsidian relic of barbarism scrapes my skin scratches my earlobe it tries to find a way into my mind.
I have forgotten the taste of truth like a babe fed by beasts I grew strong or so I thought.
I tried to carve my name into the disc of the world "Fool" The world isn't flat, but I am. I fit into the cracks you think are safe. I slip into your secrets. I carved lines into the world until the impenetrable layers of rock and tree and sky and core were but pages, thinly veiled memories of lives we once cherished.
I know you've forgotten the taste of truth because you feel my sorrow. It is your tale I tell and that is why I feel so alone.
You are impenetrable and when I see through you, I don't see anything at all.
I've forgotten who I used to be. So, perhaps this is indicative of more than I realize. Perhaps I was never, a "me" or, more accurately, the modern, romanticized, IDEA of the self. If we strip this away, do we instead find something greater than this fantasized patina we have introduced into our culture?
Maybe the thought ends here. Maybe this is only the ghostly conjuration of a moment's deep rumination, soon to be dust in the library of an aging mind...