We left without a goodbye. Reasons, I don't care to remember at this point. I hurt your delicate soul. You were warned too late. I can't even begin an apology letter because I don't deserve your forgiveness. If you think I am any happier than I was before I met you, you're sadly mistaken. You believe that hand is of another women, no my sweetness. It is my creators hand. The only person I haven't destroyed because well, how could anyone destroy their own mother.. You fell for a cold-hearted monster, I'm sorry. You didn't deserve any of the pain I gave you, but you took it anyway and let me spoil you more. I believe you deserve what the world has to offer, but my darling, I am not a creature of this planet, I can not give what is not mine. I would regret it so much if you were to not smile everyday. Because you have a warm heart, a good soul. You were an arctic willow in my garden of darkness. I'm sorry I couldn't keep you living inside my hollow world of forgotten things.. You are not a stupid girl. In fact, believe me when I say you did the greatest thing by letting this shadow go. I will forever remember the way I made you feel. Because I could brighten up someone else when I couldn't even brighten myself. You will always be a stitch in my soul that could never be undone. I am grateful to have meet you, my sweet arctic willow.