i keep running away from everyone, the scars on my arms grow more and more and i fear a time when i no longer have space to accommodate more.
i keep running from myself, trying not to think myself real i can't be real, because if i were real then surely i should feel.
i keep running back to my blades and letting my tears turn to blood, i keep running back to the voices inΒ Β the dark telling me i don't belong and need to leave.
i don't think i want to stop running, because when i stop running the madness will end.