i'm sorry
for i am still thinking about your warm eyes
that seem only speak honesty
and sincerity
to me
eyes are the window to your soul, they said.
and for just now i do realize
how i could see you
even when you had never told me how you feeling
for your eyes had let me see you in your most vulnerable state.

i'm sorry
for i am still dreaming of you
for i am missing you so
and i am yearning for your presence

i'm sorry
for i am still seeing you
in every steps i take
and everything i do
for i cannot seem to forget you
for no one had quite got me like you do

i'm sorry
for i am a selfish soul
for wishing that you would be missing me too
when clearly you are happy
with her

i'm sorry
for the wound you gave me
still has not closed yet
sure you cut too deep
it would leave it's mark

i'm sorry
for being emotionally drained
for i have becoming numb
and pushing you back in the most secret place of my thoughts
yet your shadow still towering me
i have to push you back
before you come and overtowering me again

i'm sorry