a man in a trench coat walked though construction after dark, dead branches grew from the holes in the end of his sleeves, the night painted over retinas but his skin still seemed pale, dyed dark hair shined without hygiene, and his boots kicked the road torn, I though of columbine when I saw his trench coat, I saw guns and children hiding I heard shotgun shells breathing smoke onto the pylons, I saw brand new blood pained lane lines in the middle of the road, I couldn’t make out his face but I looked at a smiling maniacal, and I was just driving by and it seemed cold, I had the window down for a smoke and I smelled tired exhaust from sleeping machines, and it was then that I realized he was most likely walking home from work or going to get milk from the convenient store, perception will always drape over us in a cloak no one else can see, it will never disappear and to the trench coat man I apologize.