There is a force that calls to me. Pulling me in the night. The blinding awareness that there is so much more for my mind. I keep my eyes open waiting for the enlightening sign. There is a craving embedded in my deepest core for the magic of life and the awakening of the soul. There are times when it fades but there is always the hint of a glow. I have not fallen so far off the track that I see no hope in getting back. The knowledge of the universe is here within and I am digging my way out of this heavy soil that has tried to bury me in. I know who I am and I will not be afraid to truly live.