I'm a monster.
Tendrils of anger lash out,
Wrapping around those nearest.
They gasp for breath, choke for air,
Plead for mercy.
I close my eyes, try to ignore the begging, the screams.
But they bore into my very being.
Then everything stops.
I open my eyes.
Another daydream.
Another moment of wishing destruction.
Another moment of imagined eruption.
One more time where I wanted to let go.
I wanted to explode and wreak havoc.
I need help.
No, not help.
Mostly I need a target.
A focus point.
Something to align my sights to
So I can pull the trigger.