I’m a bunch of feelings and thoughts caged, like adrenaline and rage.
My thoughts are eating at my head,
My visions are too it hurts.

I try so hard to calm myself and make myself drowsy.
I haven’t been at night for at least a week.
Hospital changed everything my hole prospective on me.

I use to hate myself wish I was different.
I almost got what I wanted right at the moment;
I realised how badly I didn’t even want it at all.

I love myself weather other people do or not I don’t care.
I’m me and this is how I am and always will be.
I will only change for me and change how I want not for other people.