I am the odds and ends of the things/lives I collect from others The last blank pages of your notebook finally filled With unrelated topics, phrases, words, precious only to me I am the afterthought, the forgotten things I save bits and pieces of books lives torn pages out of magazines, the original hoarder I am the value in the stuff strangers left behind Empty shampoo bottles, still good for one more use The last three bits of candy no one wanted I am commitments made and lost To maintain upkeep, to always BE THERE I am the plain fare of your first apartment Committed to SmartHealth, rich in none I hide in pseudonyms and basement apartments Lurking in shadows so darkly private that Should you even suspect my inner world exists I'd cut you off, shut the door in your face, asking, pleading For you Not to Exist.