So as you know,  I gave her my heart, as all generic stories go.
But Where does an unwanted heart go though?
does anyone know?
We can't sell it... so do you just break it? throw it? leave it? Dismiss it?
She took hers back from me because she could finally see that I'm not worthy even though her heart to me was more precious than the entire sea.
Left me sitting here crying out endless tears for years wondering how and when I can smile ear to ear again.
When she Took back hers, she took away my best friend and left me with a hole in my chest with no tools to mend.
But then again I was equally a bad friend and I wish I could at least explain to her that the me back then was not the end of the growth of my personality or limit of my sanity.
I feel like I so hopelessly skewed her personal perspective of my mentality, and rationality and I ******* ruined her reality of me

... again.

So When will my sadness end then?
I guess I have to start growing a new heart.