Once a connection is lost, they are severed from you forever; you can’t light the end of a burnt out match stick, you can’t burn the bonfire after it’s been hosed down the second time.
None of that matters when you’re half way down the Rabbit hole watching the patterns flashing through your mind, and you just heard someone promising in a such genuine tone, “I’ll always be down this way.”
But you see the thing is, I know better than that now and so will you, in time.
No matter where Nature drags your rotting bones it's stored in a safe black box hidden under the stars, or in some special place at the back of your wardrobe where (you think) no one can ever go.