Your name shouldn’t be the first thing I want to say when I wake up.
I always roll over to say good morning, but it falls from my thoughts when I see an empty bed.
But every morning I wake up with a smile and your name on my mind.
I shouldn’t want to see your name on my phone throughout the day.
I look at the screen countless times hoping it will light up, it never does.
That doesn’t stop me from holding my phone too tight.
Your favourite movie shouldn’t be what I fall asleep to ever night. The one you played when you were too excited to sleep; the one that makes me miss you more.
Still, I press play every time I collapse into bed.
You shouldn’t be on my mind at all, yet you’re the only thing I ever think of.