Somewhere along the road Entrenched in newness, coming of age Finding my way That house that smelled a certain way Or two A ******* that occurred outside of my bedroom The nights where I watched you leave And go surreptitiously to the bed of the wrong man I screamed and cried into my breakfast Again and again Like here I am stuck Trapped in this pile of filth My room was my only real solace.
And I'll look back at pictures now See how my emotions and feelings have changed Wonder and ponder What changed and made it this way?
Its this overcoming feeling as if A series of balloons filled with hot air Circle in repetitive motions around me I remember keeping my very blonde head down Being lead through the crowd My God how we did have fun.
And it doesn't all have to be over I saw you go through so much And you were really there for me When no one else was But as time wore on I found myself drifting further and further From those that saw it all go down.
Maybe its just my evolution I'm not angry Just on thin ice Around you and your balloons of hot air That voice a frenzy and yell eons Of I want this I want to be that Here, there Me me me me me me me me me And as I've pushed back the leaves To better comprehend this beast I just cannot tell you The relaxation that comes over me As I walk into my own space My own home No interruptions No scurrying feet behind me in the kitchen
I think you will grow I know I am You love to say dig deeper So do.