A sigh but not flowing with relief
A mind thats in its height of disbelief 

Clouded thoughts that love to be lost
Lost in a bitter sweet defeat

Like a charm that cannot be broken
Or a lock for that there can be no key

These feelings are overtaking
My body and mind in a constant aching

Waiting for someone or something to impact 
A calm salvation that will leave my soul intact

A shake, a kick, a heavy hand
Anything to release me from this quicksand

Alas, nothing comes, no life changing act
When will this story have an impact?

Life is what you make it I hear everyone say
But the route of the cause seems so adament to stay   

For it seems that I am the only one to set myself free
One step at a time, it's a new beginning for me