I'm cursed and I knew it since the day I was born, my life was riddled with hate and scorn Tormenting and troubled were times at school, wishing I wasn't around playing the fool I grew up unsuccessfully, sad and rejected its no wonder that I now feel so alone and disconnected Death and sickness is all I can see, my heart in turmoil by just being me Now married and older my thoughts are catching up with me, I wish I never entered this place where they say the best things in life are free