it’s gradually getting colder; sweater weather, two statements that remind me of you the other day a girl told me she sat in her car waiting for a stop sign to turn green without the slightest clue as to how much I could relate in both the literal and figurative sense I refuse to drink coffee anymore I can’t look into brown eyes I used to think Monday mornings were the worst now every morning is a proverbial Monday without your presence this bed is always empty even with me in it this house is not a home just a structure filled with empty bottles that echo your name and faded photographs that bear a strange resemblance to you