I wanna be beautiful But really I'm not suitable For kissing, talking, walking, ******* Or whatever humans do I wish I could remember how to be But I never really knew And now I'm tearing at the edges Leaking sand and salt and dust from all my seams What's this dream? It isn't sweet Who's this stranger inside me? I was gutted like a home and they've replaced all of my bones Hello- my name is jade I wear white and hate the shade My eyes are brown, my hands are pink And I just poured $50 down the sink