I feel the darkness draw over me like a blanket
engulfing me in every direction
It seems to be my only friend at night
I lay there thinking of regrets
Leaving is just not that simple
I've tried
Silent crys
Silent screams
Thoughts become vivid
Pulling me in more and more
Lover is right next to you
Doesn't even know your thoughts
You keep quiet
so you don't have to explain
As the night goes on.. just waiting to put on the mask again for the next day..