i have a dream about you
and wake up and think "i never want to be with you again"
the disappointment is so visceral that i feel it in my waking skin
in my heart like some heavy dream-weight
what weighs more a pound of feathers
or a pound of bricks?
you say bricks and i laugh out loud
i call you in a gift shop
running my thumbs through animal key chains searching for your name
i tell strangers that you're together again
i tell strangers that you are disappointing me again
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