I hate that smile you give me now
that smile that breaks my heart
Its that smile you give to a friend that you were once close to but aren’t any longer
that smile that pretends like there was never an us
that we never held hands and
that we never laughed together
it says I never told you I loved you
it says I never pictured our future together
it says I don’t know you at all because I never learned who you are
However,
I love that look in your eyes
that look that warms my soul
its that look that you give to that person you use to be in love with but couldn’t be with
that look thats says there was an us
that we did hold hands and
that we did laugh together
it says I remember telling you I loved you
it says I fantasized about our future
it says I know you inside and out because I learned you
That is the smile I hate and
The look I love