As I bask in the aftermath of our love the first tendrils of doubt insinuate my thoughts so recently filled with elation
Ever subtly they take hold of my heart and wrest it from its safe harbor in the warmth of your arms
Where only moments before.... I rested safe, secure, and serene released from the cares of my day if only fleetingly
Where only moments before.... I could not have been more content
So fragile are these feelings yet so strong is my love for you
The strength of emotion overpowers all reason and leaves me awestruck unbelieving that I could soar to such heights
And as I stand on the pinnacle of my wonder I falterβ¦. My breath catches sharply in my chest when I see how far I might fall compelling me to askβ¦.
*But do you still love me?
To Carl, my husband who patiently answers 'yes', even after 35 yrs+