It is the dead of night. Ha, what a coincidence. I can hear the hounds howling in the far off distance, I can hear the traffic, I can hear my own heart beating. . It is chilly. The air is crisp, and in defense of that it is mid October and I am sitting in the balcony with hardly anything on. . It is eleven. My mind is once again at war, the same battle that it has been fighting for a very long time now. The same conflicts, the same prolonged struggle of the mere mortal human soul. . It is silent. It is tranquil. It is still. The traffic is gone, even the grasshoppers have decided to take a break. I'm down 5 cups of coffee and I can see what I hear and hear what I see. . It is time. You must be wondering "What about his heartbeat?" Well theoretically, I was only 2 stories short. But only in theory. Trust me, I checked.