It's ***** in your lap
Hot stench cooling through your denim
It's idealistic dreams smashed
Against fragile glass that
Never had a leg to stand on
It's lies and *******
Delivered to your doorstep
It's inconsistency plain to see

But I
Couldn't let go of the pain
I let your rain fall down on me
I took it in a two step stride
What kind of fool am I
To think it'd return a favor to me

But I'm
Just a dream you couldn't keep
A lie you couldn't sleep
Through the night with
Feeling guilt free

And I
Take advantage of all things that
Show interest in me

I fight
I break up
Get drunk then
I make up
With the monster that you made me

But I had to let go of the pain

Let love rain down on me

It was fun pretending but
We'll never know

Have fun in fairy land
It never really lasts
Reality gets ahold so strong

But I

Had to let go of the pain

Let love rain down on me