For the last few years I've lived by the water and when I come home from work I grab a bottle to pour something from and shut my eyes to sip it or something like that I look like I'm dozing off but not really because I'm a star you think is a moon that is moving like the water I live on sitting up in my bed ashamed of the books left in outlines and shadows in the shade where I draw a breath all thirsty for the unread.