the steady thrum of nothingness where daily you run round the wheel getting nowhere but sleep to wake to the hum and thrum the thrum of "Good day" "Hello" "How are you"? I am trying not to fall as my feet scramble -keeping up with the speed of the wheel as it turns at a speed I can hardly keep up" Well keep going, have you tried getting a loan? what about insuring someone and hoping they die pretty quick? A bank robbery? Writing a poem that sets the world on fire?