awaking in the middle of an early walk it matters not what I do today it matters not if any thing matters perennially in intent or outcome worth not a while - for the leaves golden just below an autumn september expanse of still steel light and my lungs get filled to capacity with life itself three strides - in inhale exceeding walking meditation - walking rumination meager wisdom illume that today's matters are too wonderful for me to understand and so I understand it all competently, completely as the bishop knew jean valjean as the universe knows a seed with each abeyant breath