The illumination of desperation Leads to desecration What I seek to hell with the weak This is mine to keep There's things I lack try to interact Don't fight it no ones got your back I live for survival eliminate all rivals Born an outcast each day diabolical The torment and shame the beatings and pain Never knowing what I've done drove me insane I ponder looking through the bars Doing twenty to life If only I was wanted and loved I could have been a shining light