Sep 2016
•short bursts of nostalgia•
•then nothing at all•
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i would walk by your side
long hours spent falling in love on my own, in my mind
things were simple
but not so today
•no, everything's different•
we've moved away
•i never wanted to see this day•
but, so long to mesa
so long my home
the arms of your streets no longer hold me
•so long forever•
•so long ago•
•why is goodbye always so lonely?•
•then nothing at all•
---
i would walk by your side
long hours spent falling in love on my own, in my mind
things were simple
but not so today
•no, everything's different•
we've moved away
•i never wanted to see this day•
but, so long to mesa
so long my home
the arms of your streets no longer hold me
•so long forever•
•so long ago•
•why is goodbye always so lonely?•
blah blah blah yammering about subtext and the doubts that rattle around in my mind about past things and never wanting to let go because i never want to grow up and leave everything behind and i never want to stop idealizing the past because it's the only time I remember ever feeling alive
