Time runs by slower every day. Crickets fill the night with their songs. The moon and stars shinning through my windows crack. Tossing and turning but sleep keeps eluding me. What has become of my mind of late. Filling itself with fear and hate. Anger clouds this weak minded fool. Drowning myself just like a pool. Please give me an answer for all this. Why have you chose to betray me? I know what is right but my heart refuses to forgive. You chose the path you did but I am the one who is being evolved. I become what I need so that no one has this leverage on me again.