I woke up today not feeling totally okay I started to remember about how depression got to me yesterday it knocked me down straight to rock bottom where I had no where else to go so I sat there in the darkness all alone I could see only a slight glimpse of light but it was fading before my eyes I couldn't tell what happened It was so unclear but now I know that my end is near I'll fight and hold on for dear tight but I'm becoming weak and my true smile is starting to hide As I watch and observeΒ Β everyone around me Smiling and looking happy as can be when I'm just sitting here lurking in the shadows from somewhere beneath