The realization has comed for me,
For I have not been true,
I've been untrue and selfish,
Stupid and impatient,
Wasting hour after hour,
Simply to pass time,
Instead of being warm, nice and honest,
I've been a ******* drinking for hours

I've acted like a loose cannon,
Ashamed of my actions,
I realized the real reality for me,
To work for my dreams,
Listen to my gut,
And be true to my heart