I should've gotten out of here when I could have.
Maybe not Iowa, but anywhere would be better than here.
Maybe I'd be happy,
maybe I would've finished college.
Maybe I wouldn't have such obvious bald patches as I do today.
Maybe my teeth wouldn't be ****** up.
Maybe I wouldn't be trying to pay for everything by myself.

******* for keeping me here.
You always used to try and guilt me by saying,
I'm changing my whole life for you.
Yeah, well you went right back to "your life," while mine was the one that ended up being altered.
If not for you, I know my life would be completely different. Better.
****. I hate you sometimes.
I wish you had never said you loved me.