True honest love doesn't exist. At least not for someone as broken as me. Everyone I fall for is nothing more than a *****. Ready to cheat and give up because I'm a worthless piece of trash. Why am I here if I'm only ment to suffer? God if you exsist please help me. I can't take this torment. This judgment from everyone. I need you to show me that love will be there in the end. I'm broken and crying. I want to die but hold on to hope. I don't want to do this on my own. Love if you exsist then show me a sign. Give me any reason to keep on living. Or am I ment to die completely alone?