You are such a good manipulator.
You could twist things easily at your favor.
I have tried so hard to keep myself away,
But it seems like my hard work won't pay.

I know I've matured a bit.
I can now create happiness without depending on you.
Made my self busy,
even thought somebody new could replace you.

But my walls came down when you gave me that sad stare,
Made me think "Am I really ready to leave this boy?"
My heart got me so scared,
'coz I thought I was really that sure.

Oh boy why you do this to me? Why now? Why today?
I hate myself so much for being weak.
No matter what I do,
you seemed to always have this part on me that no one else can take.