Everyone walks, talks, works, breathes, and sleeps
they do it with ease
but it's not that easy for me
I fall when I walk
I stumble my words when I talk
I can't concentrate when I work
Breathing feels like choking to me
and I never get sleep

But I can do one thing with ease and it's crying
I've been filled with deep sadness and I can't control it,
crying has become a daily routine for me

Instead of sleeping I stay up all night weeping
Hell, I even do it while cleaning and eating

oh yeah eating....
I need to stop...
I'm so fat I feel like if I continue to eat, a button from my pants will pop off..