Drifting beyond confidence and breaking in two thoughts is what I have got Barely lifting my arms to reach what I see and hitting my head on protuding rocks Sitting in mud splattered water for days just taking the weather with no defence to what ends what Watching the world as I pass by never to save me for mortality has had my soul and eaten it like a lion eating a deer till all that's left is rot I stick my neck out and caught on the fields overflow I need to lock I become part of the problem that everybody needs something even if that something is not a lot I grow into a sapling beside the river and people come to fish here but the bait is your soul and everything else you fought Now at night I listen for the wind whether it be cold or hot Now I am part of nature and humans just plot to be something that they know they're really not.