To attain you must train.
Use your brain but don't drain yourself.
It'll be a pain and you may even become less than sane..
Just make it an even plane.
Don't like the situation? Hop on a train/plane, go to Maine, Spain, or somewhere else new.
Listen to Coltrane, Jefferson Airplane or whatever you choose.
There's a stain but it can be spotless.
It will remain though, without feeling "I got this".
Don't live with whatever disdain you grew for reality..
Try and not complain, but even if it's tame don't stroke the mane of a lion, face the factuality.
While waiting for the sunshine, bust out the cane..have fun and dance in the rain
:)