Just 3 days offshore and my bones feel like heavy bilge stones inside the mattress of my body~ my shipwrecked eyes can barely see far enough for freeboard hope and ribboned blood moves as if itβs turned blue without you I sleep in a quarter berth of dampened driftwood dreams that lay on the sands of doubt while wayward waves slam the ship with salty bombshells working through the night to gnaw my marrow If you return to the slip to find my ring of fire circumnavigation has killed me once and for all I want to apologize Your Kevlar lines were the only thing keeping us entwined