I have lost a love in my life.
My bestfriend, my sunrise.
A little over a year now, I have been without.
Taking stride day after day,
Missing this soul of pride.
He was the one I looked forward to seeing,
Every single day and night.
I miss his smile, and the way I used to hold him tight.
Snuggling closely, even when it was a warmer night.
At this moment I rethink on all the times we'd spent,
Just curled up in a ball of love and endless comfort-ment.
And at this moment I cant stop but think of my regrets.
Like leaving him and not finding time to go and see my friend.
The many times I lay awake and thought of his sweet scent,
And how he must have missed me dearly because of how I left.
I remember once when leaving how i had so promised him,
I'd come back soon and take him with never leave again.
But, with my "luck" and my regretful, ugly, stubbornness,
The last time that I saw you, I was scolded and told to hold my sis'.
With every tear I swear I wanted you more than her bliss,
I know importance now, because you were always my bestfriend.
I never thought a life like yours could be taken so swift.
I never thought my future plans for us would end so quick.
I imagined spending life with you forever with no glitch.
But now I know I should have made the efforts you so missed.
My stubborn self couldnt even visit,
and now your missed.
My deepest sorrow is the thoughts of how I left and missed,
The happy moments that we could have shared and you wanted.
The way you must have felt jusr waiting to see me again.
An agony of pain, awaiting just one more kiss.

And then a day came when I got that call of twist.
The one I loved so much had lost his soul and miss.
The lonely days without me, had finally come to an end.
The life I raised from young, had cared for, and had promised.

To this day, my biggest regret in life, is not taking you with.