God, I am the worst.
I just went through and deleted so many poems, and I still need to get rid of more.
They are so embarrassing and sound like crap anyway.
An annoying creepy girl just whining.
When did my writing turn into garbage.
I think I need to take a break.
For a long time.
Writing like this has only brought me down, and makes me wish for things that don't matter.
I need to live the life I have now.
Sorry for all of this **** I've been putting out there.
Maybe when I come back I'll actually have something to say.
God, all the great poets before me would be highly dissapointed.